well i was going through postings on my previous blog and i wanted to paste it here out of no reason.This work is as old as one year and during all this time i have chnaged so much.Some of the pieces were inspired from the life of people i know frds,family.But ironically readres thought that in all these stories it was me.How did he cheated you?
Some one mailed?
well who?
so it was kind of interesting.
I guess this is a very private space where very few ppl have an access.And i am kind of diplomatic in writing here as well.
i am just thinking about the amount of mail i got on this single piece.People are so judgemental.Well i do nt mind some one labelling me as alcholic(which definatly i am not) but yes this poem was for a friend breakups are ugly...
for a friend......
In a shot of vodka.....
can i forget the pain...
you inflicted on my soul....
taking me...
loving me...
making me feel as the most beautiful woman in the world...
and then discarding as some used cloth...
which loses it charm with passage of time...
can i forget....
how you made me feel like a high class mistress....
using me in the name of love.....
playing with my emotions....
to use nothing....
but piece of fllesh...
which i was ready to sacrifice on the alter of love....
can i forget....
how you cheated on
2 woman at same time....
and now....
in the sadness of night.....
when i need you....
i want you....
you walked out....
can i forget....
the pain of past....
and agony of future...
in this one last sip,,,,
For steve and... with love...
He stares at my bare skin....
what color is it...
brown..white ..a pale shade of yellow ....againts his white radiant skin..
i wonder and stare back....
how it would have been....
if it would have been some one else....
some one who knew that what i speak in the hours of ecstacy...
in hours of wilderness and in hours of dispair....
he stares at me again...during the time....
for him iam exotic...brown..some one from a far off land...
beautiful....
i looked back...
things are so relative......
some ones browness became beauty in another land!
November 7, 2006
between us.......
taking coffee today in the busy university centre...
my thoughts drifted to you....
probabaly it is over.....
it has to be over...
ethically....
morally....
culturely.....
but then....
who is the second woman.....
i who was there for u for last 4 years......
in every ebb of life...
or she....
who probabaly knows nothing abt u......
i dont have an answer for that...
do u have one?
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