Dreamless days sleepless nights..

In my own wilderness
I think about you
and the time i had you..
in all the ways a woman can have a man
and then losing you
in all the ways a woman can lose a man
the pain,the pangs the sobs the cries
Thinking that they will apease with time
as time is a natural healer
but then thinking today with my head
on a wet pillow and eyes swollen with red lines
a thought crossed my mind..
love had been a curse rather then gift
leaving me dreamless days and sleepless night,,,